so i supose latly ive been feeling almost, i dont no. poetic for lack of better words i suppose. well, i think. so anyway, i thought id post a favourite song of mine if u dont mind. it sorta goes with my dream 2 so it all works out.
all around me are familiar faces
worn out places
worn out faces
bright and early for the daily races
going no where
going no where
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression
no expression
hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow
and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles its a very very
mad world
mad world
children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday
happy birthday
and i feel the way that every child should
sit and listen
sit and listen
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me
no one new me
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me
look right through me
and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles its a very very
mad world
mad world
enlarging your world
mad world
-Gary Jules "Mad World"
posted by emperor @
Montag, Juni 09, 2003
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so latly ive been having these weird dreams rite. well this morning i decided to rite it out in a fair amount of detail. i did leave a bit out because its hard to explain feels and stuff as well as emotions, also i made names for some of the characters due to confusion to readers. in the dream there were no names, we all just new who each of us were. besides those differences, this is how it went:
Dream Sequence-
in the begining im in this labor camp with about five other people that ive come to know well. ive lived there most of my life. the time is a post apocoliptic setting where machines run the world and humans are the labor source. everyone in the camp is satisfied with their lives. sure theyre devoid of all meaning and such but theyre lives none the less. its better than being alone "out there". nobody really knows wat really is out there but it cant be as good as wat we have now. in the system all people have different orders. i and most of my friends are simple laborers, but my one friend and mentor Min is an overseer. he watches the people while they work and in the time they dont work he teaches us. he has seen the outside world. the world beyond the ocean that we find once we leave the complex. its built on a sea. eventually Min convinces us to leave thou we all know wat would hapen. the machines would send people to chase us down and then wed be torcherd to death as punishment as well as to set an example to the others of wat happens wen u disobey the order. Min takes all of us out like its a routine explore thing. we all grab onto the jet boat and it takes us out of the small tunnel like dock that is kept. we set off at a high pace and start weaving through the ruins that are left from the past civilization. the water covers most of it but there is still a sizable portion still sticking out from the surface. its the things that are under the water that u really have to fear. so we get to the site and the jetboat stops. from here is where we differ in our regular schedule. we all take the follow rings and Min leads us through the devoid region to a shelter above the water. snaking trhough the abandon buildings one by one. watching for wat might be left of some shark type of sea preditor. all but one of us makes it to the place alright. he swam too slow and was devoured by some sea creature. no sooner do we land then we start to get chased by some strange liquid monster. im not sure wat it was. but it was evil. and it wanted to eat us. thats all you really have to know. we all start running and Min stil leads us all. we run through a place that was once called a parking garage. or somthing like that. he takes us up ramps and down. left turns and rights. finally we see wat looks like personal water propulsion vehicals lying on the ground all in assorted colours, each with scuba gear lying next to it. then on the raised platform infront of the gear there is wat appears to be a clear human arm. Min says its made of somthing and quickly takes it. we look around and figure that by now we have lost the strange liquid monster. so Min takes up the clear arm but accidentaly drops it, breaking it into two different pieces and making quite a bit of noise. the monster must have heard it because it starts its pursuit again. Min quickly orders all of us to take our gear thats lying on the ground and quickly follow. we all snatch up wats there, aside from the personal jet crafts. we race after Min and find him on a downward sloping place and the wall infront of him slowly moving out of the path. we once again race downward until we get to where the water flows throught the facility. we put on our gear quickly and jump into the water. at first glance the water didnt look to inviting but after Min did somthing with the hand portion of the arm he had left, the water started to clear. we swim for the longest time and finally surface. we are at a similar slanted place. all is calm now. no monster chasing us or anything. we all get out and take the things off. we look out and see wat used to be a highway. we slowly walk down into the crevace next to the highway and start on our next journey. we started trekking down the small indention of earth and occasionally looked up to notice that there were beings that seemed to have evolved from the ocean life. sharks and fish like creatures with walking appendages. every now and then they would notice us but only take a glance. after walking for a while we came to wat seemed to be a dead end. we started to climb out of the crevace but as we made our way over wat seemed to be some type of guard rail for the new highway of sea life, the guard rail moved and flipped upward, tossing us back down into the crevace. the guard rail was this strange stacked clam looking struckture. we followed the guard rail down until there was a small gap and started to climb over. first Min went. he got over after a few tries. then each of the five remaining of us went, each taking a few turns to get over. after there was only Nate and i left, we saw a biomech group coming at us at high speed from far down in the crevace. we scrambled over the guard rail taking a few bruises from the shells. the biomechs started climbing toward us so we ran. somehow we ended up in the same parking garage as we had been in before. we were in a different place but somhow i knew that it was the same. we hid under a staircase. we hoped the biomechs hadnt seen where we went, though we all knew they had a tracking system so any effort to flee would be to no avail. soon they came and we started to flee. they cut us off before we could even get out of the stairwell. Min and four of the others tried to flee. im not sure where they went. the other biomechs followed them and most likely killed them. all that was left was one biomech, nate, and i. nate started to run towards the stairwell. i tried to stop him as the biomech took aim with some type of gun. as i exclaimed the biomech took notice to me. he aimed and shot at me. despite my efforts to dodge, the bullet hit my stomache and i immidiately felt a searing pain. Nate turned back to see and was shocked. the biomech then took aim at him. i jumped up and started to run towards Nate. the biomech fired and hit Nate in the back of the head. Thankfully Nates scuba helmet had taken most of the blast and he only had a small wound. i grabbed him and we started running. after a bit of chase he started to slow. he told me to keep going, that he would destract the biomech long enough for my escape. i refused and told him we both had to go. we were like brothers. but he wouldnt listen and turned and started running in the direction of the biomech. torn, i turned and started to run so his efforts wouldnt be in vain. i somehow found my way back to the area with the scuba gear and equipment. i grabbed the second part of the arm that Min had broken earlier and ran to where he had shown us the water outlet. there was a wall blocking where we had earlier been, but i pressed the broken arm against it, the arm almost desolved into the wall until i pulled it back. i started running down the rest of the slope towards the water. the water looked murkey and almost poisoned. i dipped the arm into the water and was amazed when the water started to clear around the broken appendage. i dove into the water and swam as fast as i could. all of the sudden i felt a pain. and then nothing.
posted by emperor @
Sonntag, Juni 08, 2003
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